5:30 am on A Thursday morning and I’m up on purpose. It’s a thing that defies reason. Interesting typo: I just typed “deifies” reason instead. That’s a whole new subject in itself, atheism as the deification of reason? Whatever. But for now I am awake and alone. My babies are sleeping. No one’s written me in days, so it’s not as though there’s any email replying to be caught up on. The news is all evil and depressing. Listening to Air America radio online, which is on the one hand refreshingly liberal, but on the other hand just reitierates how screwed up and hopeless the world is right now. Sigh…