The answer is maybe

She said that once and it ruined everything

Said she was drowning

He listened, but didn’t send help

He went down beneath the waves instead

to where she waited

and together they descended through the depths

breathless and slowly losing consciousness

sunk into the void

through fevered hallucination

until he awoke

thought better of the thing

and surfaced

as she stayed to drown alone

but stubbornly she

refused to die

and would not disappear

is treading water still

waits beneath the waves

for an answer to this dilemma

would offer her heart to the depths

in order to retrieve her soul

Lies shipwrecked and broken on the stones

but she is growing stronger

and one day yet will rise

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From my bleeding heart to yours…

From Amnesty International:

Rebiya Kadeer founded and directed a large trading company in northwestern China, championed the rights of the Uighur ethnic group there, and became one of China’s most prominent advocates of women’s rights. All these activities came to an abrupt halt in August 1999. As she entered a hotel to discuss human rights with U.S. Congressional staff visiting China, she was arrested. The Chinese government charged Rebiya Kadeer in September 1999 with “providing secret information to foreigners.” Authorities tried her in secret and sentenced her in March 2000 to eight years’ imprisonment. Amnesty International considers Rebiya Kadeer to be a prisoner of conscience and has appealed for her immediate and unconditional release.Please send an email to your Representative TODAY urging her/him to sign a congressional letter on behalf of Rebiya Kadeer:

http://takeaction.amnestyusa.org/ctt.asp?u=624826&l=7515

Thank you for your support.

Online Action Center

Amnesty International USA

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Contemplations

Alas, but I am weary. Strange omens and portents abound. Its going to be an odd little winter indeed, I think.

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Willow Tree Ballad (American Version)

Myth of the Day:

The Willow Tree (American Version)

This ballad is an American variant of Child Ballad #4 (Lady Isabel and the Elf Knight or The Outlandish Knight). It is also known as The Lonely Willow Tree.

The ballad appears in several collections as May Colvin, the earliest of which is Herd’s Ancient and Modern Scottish Songs (1776). The tune is much older. The McNeils (see reference below) place this version in 17th century America.

“There was a youth, a cruel youth,

Who lived beside the sea,

Six little maidens he drowned there

By the lonely willow tree.

As he walked o’er with Sally Brown,

As he walked o’er with she,

And evil thought came to him there,

By the lonely willow tree.

O turn you back to the water’s side,

And face the willow tree,

Six little maidens I’ve drowned here,

And you the seventh shall be.

Take off, take off, your golden crown,

Take off your gown, cried he.

For though I am going to murder you

I would not spoil your finery.

Oh, turn around, you false young man,

Oh turn around, cried she,

For ’tis not meet that such a youth

A naked woman should you see.

He turned around, that false young man,

And faced the the willow tree,

And seizing him boldly in both her arms,

She threw him into the sea.

Lie there, lie there, you false young man,

Lie there, lie there, cried she,

Six little maidens you’ve drowned here,

Now keep them company!

He sank beneath the icy waves,

He sank down into the sea,

And no living thing wept a tear for him,

Save the lonely willow tree.”

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Willow Tree Ballad (Irish Version)

Myth of the Day:

The Willow Tree (Irish Version)

Sam Henry collected this in Ireland in 1939 in the Cloyfin district from a man who learned it from his mother who was a native of Ballymena.

that day month = the same day a month later

“The night was dark and the hour late,

Cold blew the winter air,

And as four farmers homeward walked

Down through Lifford Fair,

They thought they heard a cry,

Both sad and sharp it struck their ear,

Although the winds blew high.

They climbed the wall and searched the tombs

That thickly filled the ground,

And, spreading on a new-made grave,

A sorrowful youth they found:

His wild moans filled the chilly air,

For he looked pale and wild,

His loud cries would have pierced your heart,

For he wept like a child.

They roused him from the cold wet earth,

Inviting him away,

He says, Move me not from this sad spot,

For here I mean to stay;

This is my true-love’s grassy bed,

And here all night I’ll lie,

All by the side of my long-lost bride,

I will remain and die.

In early life we were both joined

In love both fond and true,

There’s not a care but touched my heart

But touched my Fanny’s too;

The times were bad and I was poor,

It was then I went away,

To make a fortune in strange lands,

I crossed the roaring sea.

Scarce before I went away,

In wedlock’s bands we joined,

It was then I left my tender bride,

So lonely, young and fond;

For three long years I stayed away

And I won my fortune in strange lands,

I crossed the roaring sea.

But oh, alas, begins my grief,

My woe it then begun,

When I came home they had her wed

Unto another one,

And with false letters they imposed

All in her heartless ear,

And told her I had died abroad

All in a second year.

It being on a summer evening,

Calm and fragrant was the air

She sat before her father’s door

And never looked more fair;

I stood before her suddenly

And when I caught her eye,

She clasped her hands before her face

And gave a piercing cry.

The sudden shock had reached her heart;

The story soon was told:

When I came home her father gave

His hands to ancient gold,

But all the gold that e’er was shown

Did fail to ease her mind,

And like a tender flower crushed,

Away she drooped and pined.

Mark what followed after this–

I need not stop to tell–

In that day month, sure I could hear

The tolling funeral bell.

Now I have done all with this earth,

And it has done with me:

My love lies dead in her cold clay bed

Beneath yon willow tree.

They stopped, but neither force nor word

Could raise him from the ground,

All night he lay on the cold clay,

And the next day was found,

And when they touched him he was dead

And where he lay he died;

They dug his grave and, side by side,

They laid him with his bride.”

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Willow Tree Ballad (English Version)

Myth of the Day:

The Willow Tree (English Version)

“O take me in your arms, love

For keen doth the wind blow

O take me in your arms, love

For bitter is my deep woe.

She hears me not, she heeds me not

Nor will she listen to me

While here I lie alone

To die beneath the willow tree.

My love hath wealth and beauty

Rich suitors attend her door

My love hath wealth and beauty

She slights me because I am poor.

The ribbon fair that bound her hair

Is all that is left to me

While here I lie alone

To die beneath the willow tree.

I once had gold and silver

I thought them without end

I once had gold and silver

I thought I had a true friend.

My wealth is lost, my friend is false

My love hath he stolen from me

While here I lie alone

To die beneath the willow tree.”

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Renaissance Tarot Cards Of The Day…

Eight of Cups (Indolence): A moment of surrender to external forces. Capitulation to inner promptings. Giving in to temptation. Giving oneself over to oblivion, to intoxication, to sleep.

Ace of Staves: Creativity. Change. Success in new undertakings. “A breath of fresh air.” “New blood.” The sanguine temperament of the Ace promotes experiment, reform and appreciation of beauty, both of people and of nature.

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Track Listing – moody silver sea mix I

Jezebel – 10,000 Maniacs
Return Of The Grievious Angel – Cowboy Junkies
Sour Times – Portishead
Wild Horses – Mazzy Star
Blood Roses – Tori Amos
Jennifers Body – Hole
The Passenger – Siouxsie & the Banshees
Is that all there is – PJ Harvey
Bonny Swans – Loreena McKennitt
Plus profound – Hooverphonic
Tragic Kingdom – No Doubt
Persephone – Cocteau Twins
Haunted – Sinead O’Conner w/ the Pogues

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Silver Sea on Congress

Is a lovely space indeed. Projected opening date 12/13/03. Be there one and all.

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Lord Saltoun and Auchanachie

Myth of the Day:

Child Ballad #239:

“Auchanachie Gordon is bonny and braw,

He would tempt any woman that he ever saw;

He would tempt any woman, so has he tempted me,

And I?ll die if I getna my love Auchanachie.?

In came her father, tripping on the floor,

Says, Jeanie, ye?re trying the tricks o? a whore;

Ye?re caring for them that cares little for thee;

Ye must marry Salton, leave Auchanachie.

Auchanachie Gordon, he is but a man;

Altho he be pretty, where lies his free land?

Salton?s lands they lie broad, his towers they stand hie,

Ye must marry Salton, leave Auchanachie.

……

……

?Salton will gar you wear-silk gowns fring?d to thy knee,

But ye?ll never wear that wi your love Auchanachie.?

Wi Auchanachie Gordon I would beg my bread

Before that wi Salton I?d wear gowd on my head,

Wear gowd on my head, or gowns fring?d to the knee;

And I?ll die if I getna my love Auchanachie.

?O Salton?s [a] valley lies low by the sea,

He?s bowed on the back, and thrawin on the knee;?

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…..

?O Salton?s a valley lies low by the sea;

Though he?s bowed on the back and thrawin on the knee,

Though he?s bowed on the back and thrawin on the knee,

The bonny rigs of Salton they?re nae thrawin tee?

?O you that are my parents to church may me bring,

But unto Salton I?ll never bear a son;

For son or for daughter, I?ll ne?er bow my knee,

And I?ll die if I getna my love Auchanachie.?

When Jeanie was married, from church was brought hame,

When she wi her maidens sae merry shoud hae been,

When she wi her maidens sae merry shoud hae been,

She?s called for a chamber, to weep there her lane.

?Come to your bed, Jeanie, my honey and my sweet,

For to stile you mistress I do not think it meet:?

?Mistress or Jeanie, it is a? ane to me,

It?s in your bed, Salton, I never will be.?

Then out spake her father, he spake wi reknown;

Some of you that are her maidens, ye?ll loose aff her gown;

Some of you that are her maidens, ye?ll loose aff her gown;

And I?ll mend the marriage wi ten thousand crowns.

Then ane of her maidens they loosed aff her gown,

But bonny Jeanie Gordon she fell in a swoon;

She fell in a swon low down by their knee;

Says, Look on, I die for my love Auchanachie!

That very same day Miss Jeanie did die,

And hame came Auchanachie, hame frae the sea;

Her father and mither welcomd him at the gate;

He said, Where?s Miss Jeanie, that she?s nae here yet?

Then forth came her maidens, all wringing their hands,

Saying, Alas for your staying sae lang frae the land!

Sae lang frae the land, and sae lang on the fleed!

They?ve wedded your Jeanie, and now she is dead.

?Some of you, her maidens, take me by the hand,

And show me the chamber Miss Jeanie died in;?

He kissed her cold lips, which were colder than stane,

And he died in the chamber that Jeanie died in.”

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