Month: July 2004

Filk Night at Silver Sea… Prompts a series of bad quaotational puns aka “filk filk.” Such as the following: “Why can’t I get just one filk, why can’t I get just one filk, guess it’s got something to do with luck…” “Why don’t you take a flying filk at a rolling donut? Why don’t you… Continue reading It’s…

Just watched “Rescue Me” with Denis Leary. Not at my own house, though, cause I don’t have cable and it’s on FX. Maybe I’ll get cable again. It was deep and satiric and sad and dark and true. It was black comedy edged with tragic seriousness in the vein of Kurt Vonnegut or Douglas Coupland.… Continue reading Required Viewing

Narcissistic vampires who wound themselves, then lick the blood…

Still awaiting word from the outside world,but no one listens, there is not a soul around to hear…I am all you never wanted…there are rainbows, one god’s promise that never was broken…rain like a weeping baptism, drenching my desert soul, I am a lizard shedding skins, I am a fallen saguaro riddled with bullet holes… Continue reading monsoon

She is blood black cherries in July sticky and red and bitter pitted abundant and bruised and green at the stem too much sweetness in the swelter she needs drying in the desert sun or to be frozen till winter comes

I don’t want to be lovedI just want someone to suck the poison out http://www.members.cox.net/corbid/exponentialdetritus.html

Eight of Swords (Interference): Chagrin at the unforeseen consequences of prior decisions. Criticism, censure, and the imposition of external restrictions. Confusion leading to powerlessness. Inability to focus on the crux of a problem and free oneself from a difficult situation. Being hamstrung by a past failure or humiliation. The Fool: Fearlessness, imagination, open-mindedness, and an… Continue reading Tarot Cards of the Day

Typing in yet another series of product descriptions into yet another Microsoft program, I zen out and lose all context of what I’m typing as usual. For all intents and purposes I am just a monkey with a typewriter. But every once in a while this trancelike state causes me to look at things in… Continue reading Work Is Zen

As regards the onetime love of my life: either I’m the devil incarnate or I’m long suffering and beloved and misunderstood.Why can’t we just try to be friends and try to agree on what’s best for our kids and get on with our lives? Why does he always save his biggest tantrums for the weekend?… Continue reading Feast Or Famine

Where do I get my humour and faith and strength as a human being? I think in all honesty it may be just the mental energy I save by never cleaning my house. http://www.members.cox.net/corbid/exponentialdetritus.html