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Lead will never be gold it is just lead… Current mood: depressed Category: Life
I am leaden footedly sad. Irrationally, hormonally, moodily, chemically, embedded in my cells depressed. I have gradually holed myself up and lost touch with my friends and family, even more so since the fire. I never go out anymore. I am feeling alone and obsolete. I have a partner who loves me, but he is a stoic German and a social recluse by nature and not really a big help in this instance, no offense. I feel like I am being absorbed into myself. Like I am disappearing and being replaced by something quite like me but more functional and devoid of a soul. This is no one’s fault but my own.
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Currently listening : Yours, Mine & Ours By The Pernice Brothers Release date: By 20 May, 2003![](http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=myspace08-20&l=xm2&o=1&a=B000095J6M) |
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